Weakness

I have been exhausted of late. Those who know me well will tell you that that's a dangerous state for me (and everyone else). But all the same, through exercises of body, heart and mind, I've come to see life in ways to which I'd not previously been privy. I'd never felt and seen so much of the hurt, the pain, the sin that exists. It's made my heart feel heavy.

I am a happy, healthy twenty-something with lots of friends, a wonderful boyfriend and an awesome God. You'd think that I had it all, but I want more. I want to take on the world. I want everyone to know that they are special and wonderful and loved. I want to be there for them all, but I can't. I've been asking for more and this is what has manifested itself-this desire to love, to love more than I possibly can. I have no clue how this is going to happen, but I do know the God through whom all things are possible. Guess that's a good place to start.